I feel so shitty and in my feelings good night

The saddest part is that I feel like when I actually feel something for someone, they feel it too and at the end when it’s towards the end, they don’t feel anything
Like as if there’s nothing to love about me anymore

How good does it feel when you finally open up your mind and thoughts to another human being, and you finally don’t feel weird about it, and don’t feel judged and then now that person is gone
What are you suppose to do

I will never understand how we had the most beautiful thing in the world and we both ruined it… Slowly turning into the ugliest thing I’ve never come across

I feel like I don’t even know you… Or maybe I just never knew you

Why do I miss you?